time ends

wondrous things that are learned in a life time, hmm? i believe that in a life time one will come to overcome many steps of knowledge. i am sitting here in the senior's center visiting a friend. her grandfather is president here. funny kid that i am, i tend to rather enjoy the company of old folks. standing around long enough, helping then where ever is the need, gives a great satisfaction to me. i think them as a source of information, something i can tap into and know a little something special before i have to make the mistake to discover it. i still fear more greatly than most danger in life the coming of old age.

i wish to be younger and younger, to gain as much knowledge before another day had departed with the sun setting. yet, as you laugh because i am seventeen, i cry because i am seventeen. another day has passed me again and what has been done about it?

what will become of the aged and old? one day, after troubles, laughing, and dancing comes to pass, will i dance again? Will i outlive my husband, and cry alone? would i die in a house full of laughter, or in a quiet nursing home? i should not be having these dreadful thoughts of future, but i fear growing old. i do not wish to be lonely and hushed in a home, but to laugh loud and scream with giddy foolery as the days pass i wish to only be happy and dream of happiness to come. i fear to be shaky, and dim-witted. remembering the 'old days' instead of living the current ones. making a memory should continue.

oh for the heavens rain down! aren't i a silly kid? to be dwelling this agony before time. hey! i have seventy years until this party slows down! or mostly, do i hope. God willing i will not die young. i wish to marry and have children grow up in a happy home. so many starry-eyed hopes and dreams to yet discover and fulfill. i do wish most of all that many other people think of the same thoughts. it would be a devastation to so many to be lost young. pray for the families dealing with a young death, i just cannot imagine the pain.

there are too many who fear death, i do not. i fear the time before that. i fear my life to end while i am still living. hold me lord, in those times and for these times at present for others.

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I was taking a look at this: "http://www.christianforums.com/showthread.php?p=31330489" Just to research the question in my mind and I am thrown to my feet.

Dumbfound that it is a belief that this is accepted in such a manner. and what really chilled me was the point of no return "God's natural birth control" Said in context to homosexuality.

I am not often one of interest in these political wars, but I realized that to have an opinion I could stand behind, I need to know why I stand here, and what arguments are out there. I didn't notice that is was already spun through my head, and the opinion set in stone before I knew what i was defending.

Abortion.

Homosexuality.

Wow.
So, i see the sense in the statements made about adoption. and I hear the cause much stronger than the result.

Responsibility.

This is the word. This is the problem. Do you hear me? As I cry this truth, I wish a result.
To be responsible is such a problem, easily negelected. I know. -Been there. What would the results be if things were done right in the beginning?

Rape.

Then come the plea for impregnated women who were raped. This problem can be followed up to the sprout. If things before had changed the rapist, who the incident occurred? That is to twisty to follow, so let me lead you down a different path of discussion.

Okay. People have their own ideas and reasons to believe this and that. If it isn't healthy, would they still do it?

Abortion
"Women face injuries to the uterus, cervix, urinary tract, infection, hemorrhage, heart failure, embolism, sterilizations, ruptured intestines & bowels, coma, and even death."

More or less, I shall argue with the screen later. and to all of you bothering to read this, my apologies for being so illiterate and disoriented.




Thanks and Cited:

http://www.christianforums.com/showthread.php?p=31330489


http://www.abortiontv.com/Glitch/AbortionsGoneWrong.htm